Krucin\u00e1l. Lepkav\u00fd d\u00e9\u0161\u0165 mi st\u00e9kal po tv\u00e1\u0159i i bund\u011b a om\u00fdval hl\u00ednu, kter\u00e1 se na m\u011b lepila ze v\u0161ech stran. Zespodu na m\u011b z\u00edrala \u010dern\u00e1 d\u00edra, kter\u00e1 ale je\u0161t\u011b nebyla dostate\u010dn\u011b hlubok\u00e1. Zaj\u00ed\u017ed\u011bl jsem l\u00edn\u011b r\u00fd\u010dem pod dal\u0161\u00ed vrstvu. Jakoby mrtvola neum\u011bla po\u010dkat v\u00a0chlad\u00edrn\u011b, alespo\u0148 ne\u017e p\u0159estane l\u00edt. Pr\u0161elo u\u017e t\u0159i dny v\u00a0kuse a zem byla \u00fapln\u011b nas\u00e1kl\u00e1. Rylo se \u0161patn\u011b. Na bot\u00e1ch mi ulp\u00edvaly n\u00e1nosy hl\u00edny a p\u0159ipadal jsem si jako obr Atlas, kter\u00e9mu pod t\u00edhou nebes zt\u011b\u017ekla ramena. A\u017e to tady dod\u011bl\u00e1m mo\u017en\u00e1 hrob vypln\u00edm d\u0159\u00edve, ne\u017e sem ulo\u017e\u00ed rakev. Ostatn\u011b co komu po tom. N\u00e1razy v\u011btru zan\u00e1\u0161ely do d\u00edry spoustu list\u00ed, jakoby ji cht\u011bly vystlat a zp\u0159\u00edjemnit tak sv\u00e9mu nov\u00e9mu n\u00e1jemn\u00edkovi st\u00e1dia rozkladu. Ze v\u0161ech \u010dty\u0159 st\u011bn vykukovaly \u017e\u00ed\u017ealy, kter\u00e9 nech\u00e1paly, kter\u00e1 bije. P\u0159edstavil jsem si, jak pi\u0161t\u00ed a lapaj\u00ed po dechu zat\u00edmco je pohlavkuj\u00ed kapky de\u0161t\u011b. Ryl jsem hloub\u011bji a hloub\u011bji. Ryt\u00ed bylo sou\u010d\u00e1st\u00ed m\u00e9ho \u017eivota. Ryl jsem do v\u0161eho, do hl\u00edny, do lid\u00ed, a ur\u010dit\u00fdm zp\u016fsobem m\u011b to nep\u0159est\u00e1valo bavit. St\u0159edobodem m\u00e9ho ryt\u00ed byla ov\u0161em moje \u017eena. Ta \u017eena, kterou jsem si vybral. Dobrovoln\u011b. V\u00a0afektu jsem ji \u0159ekl, aby si m\u011b vzala a ona souhlasila. Byla tenkr\u00e1t asi je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edc mimo, ne\u017e j\u00e1. Fascinovala j\u00ed moje pr\u00e1ce, \u017ee lidem p\u0159ipravuji jejich posledn\u00ed \u00fato\u010di\u0161t\u011b, hlin\u011bn\u00e9 l\u016f\u017eko, na kter\u00e9m budou obna\u017eeni a\u017e na kost. Spat\u0159oval jsem v\u00a0tom jistou \u00fachylku, ale kdo n\u011bjakou nem\u00e1? I j\u00e1 m\u011bl sv\u00e9 ryt\u00ed, bez kter\u00e9ho jsem si neum\u011bl p\u0159edstavit \u017eivot. \u017d\u00ed\u017ealy u\u017e mi lezly i po bot\u00e1ch. Nejsp\u00ed\u0161e v\u00a0nich vid\u011bly jak\u00fdsi z\u00e1chrany ostrov na kter\u00fd voda nem\u016f\u017ee. Nevadilo mi to. Sv\u00fdm zp\u016fsobem mi bylo t\u011bch r\u016f\u017eovek l\u00edto. Musely skr\u010dit cel\u00e9 sv\u00e9 t\u011blo, aby se dostaly o p\u00eddi d\u00e1l a v\u0161echnu svou s\u00edlu soust\u0159edit na odraz. P\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel jsem, zda tvor, kter\u00fd m\u00e1 v\u00a0t\u011ble jednodu\u0161\u0161\u00ed syst\u00e9m, m\u00e1 i snaz\u0161\u00ed \u017eivot. Nejsp\u00ed\u0161 ano. Ka\u017edop\u00e1dn\u011b \u017e\u00ed\u017eal\u00e1m nebylo co z\u00e1vid\u011bt. Nemohou si zaj\u00edt na pivo, sucho jim moc neprosp\u00edv\u00e1 a mokro u\u017e v\u016fbec ne. V\u00a0tom jsem ale spat\u0159oval jistou d\u00e1vku sympatie, proto\u017ee ta jejich pot\u0159eba rovnov\u00e1hy dod\u00e1v\u00e1vala \u017eivotu na v\u00fdznamu. Ryl jsem a hlavou se mi honily \u017e\u00ed\u017ealy. Mi osobn\u011b rovnov\u00e1ha v\u00a0\u017eivot\u011b sch\u00e1zela. N\u011bkdy jsem si p\u0159ipadal jako robot, jeho\u017e stereotypn\u00ed styl \u017eivota dostal a\u017e na pokraj vy\u010derp\u00e1n\u00ed z\u00a0opot\u0159eben\u00ed. Nakonec zabzu\u010d\u00ed \u010derven\u00e9 v\u00fdstra\u017en\u00e9 sv\u011bt\u00e9lko a m\u011b tak\u00e9 ulo\u017e\u00ed do podobn\u00e9 vlhk\u00e9 d\u00edry ob\u00fdvan\u00e9 \u017e\u00ed\u017ealami, jako je tahle. V\u011bdom\u00ed, \u017ee budu p\u0159\u00edbytkem hmyzu, schr\u00e1nkou, kter\u00e1 je \u017eiv\u00ed a d\u00e1v\u00e1 jim pocit bezpe\u010d\u00ed m\u011b kupodivu uklid\u0148ovala. Alespo\u0148 pro n\u011bkoho budu u\u017eite\u010dn\u00fd. Alespo\u0148 neum\u0159u nadarmo. Ze smrti jsem strach nem\u011bl, ale to se \u010dlov\u011bku kec\u00e1, ne\u017e ona skute\u010dn\u011b p\u0159ijde a ocelov\u00fdm \u0161\u00edpem zastav\u00ed tlukot srdce, kter\u00e9 za\u010dne v\u00a0ten moment chrlit v\u0161echno zl\u00e9 i dobr\u00e9, co ob\u00fdvalo du\u0161i. M\u00e9 boty olepen\u00e9 r\u016f\u017eov\u00fdmi tvore\u010dky dostaly zcela jin\u00fd charakter. \u017div\u00e9 boty, tak bych je te\u010f klidn\u011b mohl nazvat. Mal\u00e9 i v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed \u017e\u00ed\u017ealy se kroutily a natahovaly krky, aby se mohly dotknout m\u00fdch mont\u00e9rek. P\u0159ipadal jsem si jak neodolateln\u00fd b\u016fh, po kter\u00e9m fanynky vztahuj\u00ed ruce tou\u017e\u00ed se ho alespo\u0148 dotknout, co\u017e jim p\u016fsob\u00ed t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 srde\u010dn\u00ed z\u00e1stavu. Zbo\u017e\u0148ovan\u00fd, milovan\u00fd, cht\u011bn\u00fd. Takov\u00fd jsem se c\u00edtil v\u00a0d\u00ed\u0159e v\u017edycky. Prost\u011b king. Kr\u00e1l \u017e\u00ed\u017eal, kter\u00e9 ke m\u011b vzhl\u00ed\u017eely a zbo\u017e\u0148ovaly m\u011b, byl jsem jejich spasitel. Napl\u0148ovalo m\u011b hrdost\u00ed, \u017ee pro n\u011bkoho jsem d\u016fle\u017eit\u00fd. \u017de n\u011bkdo ve m\u011b v\u011b\u0159\u00ed. V\u00a0tom mi sklouzl pohled na r\u00fd\u010d a v\u0161echny m\u00e9 hrdinsk\u00e9 utopick\u00e9 my\u0161lenky se rozplynuly jako rann\u00ed opar. Nic. Pr\u00e1zdnota a d\u011bs. Spasitel? V\u017edy\u0165 j\u00e1 jsem naru\u0161itel! Kdybych se tady ner\u00fdpal v\u00a0zemi, \u017e\u00ed\u017ealy by v\u016fbec nemusely ut\u00edkat a schov\u00e1vat se p\u0159ed kalu\u017eemi, kter\u00e9 jsem sv\u00fdm r\u00fd\u010dem zp\u016fsobil. Prodraly by se na povrch, kde by jim bylo dob\u0159e. N\u011bkter\u00e9 by mo\u017en\u00e1 zhynuly, ale byl by to p\u0159irozen\u00fd v\u00fdvoj v\u011bc\u00ed. Naru\u0161itel. Ni\u010ditel. Jsem jen oby\u010dejn\u00fd, od hl\u00edny ulepen\u00fd, hrobokop. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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